4 years ago I started this blog. It was the beginning of a new chapter for me. I was looking for my voice and I knew that I could always express myself on paper. But I always kept it to myself and never shared my writing with anyone, I was too embarrassed and afraid. Fast forward 4 years, writing on my blog is like second nature and im not afraid to speak my truth anymore.
I’ve come a long way from where I used to be, yet I still have such a long way to go. It’s important for me to keep pushing, I have been somewhat complacent and have let my goals take a backseat. I’m grateful for the reminder that today 4 years ago I was afraid to write on this platform and now its home to me. This is the push that I need to move forward with a project that has scared me for the longest time and that I have been avoiding because I guess I haven’t been honest with myself with my limiting beliefs, and I have been avoiding the inevitable.
I’m talking about finishing my book. For over 10 years now, not only have I been told I should write a book, but I’ve been saying I should write one and I’ve started but never finished. It’s the same feeling I had before I actually sat down with this blog and just went for it… Fear of being judged, fear of failure…just fear in general. The thing is we are judged anyway, everyday and all the time. We will never make everyone happy, there will always be someone that is unhappy with us. So it’s best to just do what you want anyway. Like I did 4 years ago with this blog even though many didn’t approve, I kept going.
No more excuses, time to reach the next goal and become a published author.
It’s time to make this happen! But first… I have to finish the book!
Love and light