I feel like I’m in the process of change. I know this because the last time I was in this season it felt exactly like this one. I am fidgety, I feel dissatisfied, its like I know that I need growth, I know that I need to add more essence but more importantly remove what is not necessary. The difference between me now and me then is that now I am aware of what needs to be embraced, as opposed to back then when fear came into play, and instead of embracing the change I chose to fight it for the longest time.
The key is to trust your process, I have no idea what the changes will bring to me, but I know that as I make them I am being true to myself and I am following the vision I have for myself. The universe has given me many tools that I have been slowly collecting and using to plan. I know to some it looks like I am stalling, but I’m not. I am preparing myself for the discomfort of change, for the uncertainty of change and for the possible storm that may come with it.
I’ve recently reminded myself that there is no wrong way live my life. There is just a series of choices that I will make and as I make those choices I have to understand that the consequences of each choice will be manageable no matter which way it goes, everything will eventually work out in the end.
I struggle with failure though, this has always been a work in progress for me. I do understand that I will fail, many times, because in order to succeed there must be failure for valuable lessons to be learnt. I have improved a little, but there is definitely work to be done.
I am comfortable now to say that, I trust my choices enough to know that the changes that are coming will be positive ones and I can honestly say that I am excited to see them unfold as time goes by.
Live your life embracing change.